I have written before how much Robert LOVED the Chicago Bears...I mean REALLY LOVED the CHICAGO BEARS.
This past week, #54 entered free agency and is no longer a Bear. WOW, I am having a hard time wrapping my head around how Robert would have reacted to that.
While I know that the world has moved on the past few years, sometimes it feels as if it is moving at warp speed.
Let's just take a look at a few things that have really changed:
--Brian Urlacher is no longer a Bear
--Packers have a new quarterback
--We have had 2 presidential elections (although they were full of mudslinging so I guess that isn't all that new!)
--I have had 2 apartments and now a house that he was not a part of in anyway shape or form
--Munchkin is in elementary school!!! (can't really believe that myself)
--The place where we had our wedding reception is now a CVS
--The gazebo where he asked me to marry him, is now demolished
--ND went to the championship (and lost pitifully, but that is a whole other story!)
I guess my point is sometimes we have to admit that the rest of the world is moving on, even when we can't admit it to ourselves. Sometimes it takes noticing the changes around us to realize the changes that are slowly happening inside of us.
I no longer cry myself to sleep every day. I find joy where ever I can spot it and I hold on to it for dear life. Flashbacks of the accident have subsided for the most part. I can catch a glimpse here and there of my former self, however I see the new me daily. The me who stands up and does what needs to be done for my family. And I am proud of me, and I know Robert is too!